friends…

Don’t take these awesome souls for granted.  Those who wander in your life and put up with your quirkiness and weirdness.  That accept you for who your are but challenge you to be the best version of yourself.  Those who you know if it weren’t for them you wouldn’t try half the stuff you do…  Good or bad…  Be grateful…  Life is too short…  It really is…  The beauty that I see in those that are on death’s door…  They are the ones that understand this truth…  They are grateful…  Humble…  Scared but kind…  God you have been there in my messiest of times and haven’t forgotten me yet….  This universe is too great and too vast not to be in awe of it and all the wonder it holds… 
Move on…  Heal…  Linger…  Ponder…  Grow. .  Be child like…..  Be who you are in the moment…  Just do something…  Even if all you do is watch…  Just be present…

Consider this….. .    Whatever this is…. 

eddy or whirlpool…

How do you know when you’re making the right or wrong decision? 
I envy people who don’t second guess things a thousand times and let their thoughts swirl about in the minds. This little unassuming eddy that keeps spinning and grows until it is this giant whirlpool of thoughts sucking anything and everything around it. Until it’s the only thing you think about.  What if I make the wrong choice?  What if I hurt people?  What if I get hurt?  What if I end up making the wrong choice and I can never fix it? Omg I am thinking about this too much….  Make it stop.  Does anyone else think this way too? There are so many other things worse than this situation. Why can I not stop worrying?
It’s  common theme.  Fear doubt worry concern… 
Some people are never plagued by it.  And others are tormented to the point of inaction. 
Where do you stand in the midst…  Eddy or whirlpool?